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Old 03-28-2006, 10:57 PM   #1
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RANDOM THOUGHTS OF A WOUNDED HEART

I don't know why, but i wrote this, and felt the need to put it out there.


SOMETIMES I FEEL LEFT, MORE THAN SOMETIMES REALLY. I FEEL STUCK IN THIS HOUSE, LIKE I CANT DO ANYTHING. I COULD ASK WHY THIS HAPPEN, BUT CARE NOT TO. THEN ID BE STUCK WITH THAT. I TRY TO SEE THE POSITIVE, WHEN EVERYBODY THINKS I WOULD BE NEGITIVE. I DONT WANT TO CRY, IDONT WANT TO BE SCARED.I TRY TO LOVE, BUT SEEM TO BE GOING ABOUT IT IN THE WRONG WAY. MY HEART WILL MOVE OUT SOON, I CANT STOP HER. I THINK TRYING WILL ONLY PUSH HER FARTHER AWAY. IM STUCK. HOW DO I LET HER GO, BUT ONLY JUST A LITTLE. I WANT TO LOVE HER ALL THE WAY, NOT JUST SOME. I KNOW SHE LOVES ME, SHE TELLS ME ALL THE TIME. BUT LATELY I DONT SEE IT. I DO, BUT IT IS DIFFRENT, OR MAYBE ITS JUST ME. I DONT MAKE HER SMILE LIKE I USE TO. I TRY, BUT IT COMES OUT WRONG. I CANT DO THIS RIGHT. I AM TRYING THOUGH. I THINK IT WILL COME BACK, BUT IM NOT SURE. I WISH I WOULD WAKE UP, BE NORMAL. TOUCH HER WITH BOTH HANDS, BUT I WONT, THAT IS MY DEMON. I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK, SHE DOES, ID STARE TO. IM LOST RIGHT NOW, BUT I'LL SEE IT SOON. I AM NOT A QUITTER. I SIT HERE AND CRY, AS LONG AS NOONE SEE'S ME. I SEE IT AS WEAK. OTHERS SEE IT AS A LET-OUT. BEING ALONE HAS BECOME A NORMAL THING, BUT IM NOT SURE HOW BEING REALLY ALONE WILL FEEL. I LEAVE IT IN GODS HANDS BUT ALWAYS TRY TO CONTROL IT. BEING IN CONTROL IS A COMFORT. MY ARM AND LEG BEING GONE DOESNT BOTHER ME.NOT BEING ABLE TO WALK OR GRAB WITH BOTH HANDS DOES. I KEEP IT ALL IN BECAUSE IM OK WITH THAT. IM USE TO IT. IT IS COMFORTABLE. THIS WAY, IM NOT WEAK, I AM STRONG. I SMILE A FAKE SMILE, IT LOOKS THE SAME, NO ONE CAN TELL.
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man do u need some bud????

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DOH!! i ment do u need a bud, not some bud
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No, im ok, just thoughts, not the easiest thing to go thru, just had the need to put ir out there, fell better, dont ever expose myself like that
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no, it really not, but feels good after
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Old 03-28-2006, 11:11 PM   #12
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Old 03-28-2006, 11:19 PM   #14
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Imagine you're still in love with someone and that person doesn't love you back, and there's nothing you can do about it. I don't wish that upon anybody.
she loves me, things r just hard right now
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love is a f u cked up thing..but loving someone is way different then being in love.

*sings* Ownage it too scared to say fuuuuuuuck
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